Now that I didn't loose my job my vacation is back on :) and last week I booked it. In the first week of september my friend and I will be heading to New York for a week of shopping, sightseeing and enjoying ourselves. It will be my first time that Im in New York with someone else, and it will also be a first that I wont be visiting musicals every night. I told my friend that I really really want to see Hair, and she said alright. Now I just have to convince her to let me buy full price tickets, as I want good seats. (and close to the stage so that we can dance onstage at the finale)

Hair is surely my new obsession at the moment. It seems that every season I have a new musical obsession. Last year it was Xanadu and this year Hair. I really cannot stop listening to the cast recording and I bet my neighboors are getting sick and tired of it. (not that I care...hehe)

Tomorrow work again... its kinda strange to have a "weekend" on wednesday and thursday, but at the moment I dont mind working on the saturdays and sundays... at least I still have my job

At this moment im at work.. behind the computer headset on my head and eyes fixed on the telephone. Today is the first time I will have the late shift at the call center by myself.... Its not a big of a deal but still.. For 2 hours it will be just me and the telephone. Bad case scenerio is that people call with the most difficult questions there are and I can not answer them. Although I have worked with this company for one and a half years... at the call center Im a newbie.. Its a learning experience but still. It kinda freaks me out.

Yesterday ik had a phoneconversation with m boss. She got the okay to hire me again. Im so happy at the moment because now i wont loose my job and still je working at at place i love. This aldo means that my vacation with my friend to new york will still happen. Now all we need is at cheap hotel

Im in a mood again that says danger... think am almost drunk and eating myself crazy with chocolate. Why in the hell can I not get a job??? Today again a jobinterview and while I was a great candidate with great test results they thought I was to timid... fck them. Maybe i need to find a rich guy or win the lottery it makes life much easier....money wise. 

Tomorrow i have a talk with my boss over the phone... maybe its good news I can stay. I really want that I just want to make sure that i dont have this problem 6 months later. there are a few things that i want more.

why does life scks???????

Today I had my first appointment with my work counsselor. She made a plan for me to get a job as fast as possible. One condition is that I need to apply to jobs atleast 6 times a month. She is really positive and she told me I will get a job soon... well easier said then done.. thats what I found out last month. This morning I also got a phonecall from the people from welfare. I will get my well fare in like 6 to 10 weeks and I will recieve a letter with the amount the welfare will be.

Thursday I have a selectionevening at a call center for outbound calling. Not sure if it's really something for me tho, but we will see. Also friday I have a jobinterview at a sunglasses company. Its pretty exciting, but I just want a job at the moment. Having a job will also mean that I can go on vacation in september.

I so wished I was here last night... It looks just awsome... Hopefully I will see it in September

A few weeks ago I got the idea to be healthy and build up my condition. Now I go to the gym 2 times a week, started to run and eat healthy. In the last 6 weeks my condition has been improved and I lost almost 3kgs. Running makes me relaxed and cleans my mind. Now that the weather is starting to get better I gave myself a treat. I bought new running clothes.



Aren't they the coolest. It also has pockets in them to store my keys and Ipod. I really want to keep doing this and I even think of entering a competion/marathon thing that is at the end of september. It will be a 5km run. First I need to keep on working on the 2km that Im running now without being out of breath.

Gavin Creel can arrest me and then buy me stuff from Ikea... hehe he's just the cutest

My life has ups and downs at the moment. One day I feel fine and on other days I feel down, shitty and depressed. I'm still applying for jobs but its not going as expected. The pressure of the economic crisis is really strong. Every day people loose their jobs and I have the feeling we all apply to the same jobs. In the several weeks I applied to like 5 jobs and all the jobs were pulled back in the end. All my hope is on this one job interview i have next week friday. July 1st is coming quickly and before I know it I am unemployed at home. Today I already rode my bike to the company I have the jobinterview at. Just to see how long it takes me and where it is. The last time I had a jobinterview I got lost and was late. I don't want that to happen again. Today I also applied for welfare. Next tuesday I will have an appointment with my work councellor and in the next few days I will recieve a phonecall regarding the welfare, like when I get it and how much it will be. I just hope I get a job soon as I just cannot miss the money :( .  Monday my last 2 weeks start. On one hand Im glad.

One thing I started to keep my mind clear is running... Its mind clearing and relaxing for some reason. I found this system that slowly helps you with starting. Its good for your condition and it will help you not to be out of breath at the end of the run. Maybe next year I will run a marathon..lol I also looked and planetickets again. I really want to go to New York in september with my friend. I want to show her New York and the places where I lived and stuff. I also want to catch HAIR on broadway, cannot help it but I just fell in love with the music............hopefully I win the lottery next week

These kids are totally amazing. I wish i was so talented when i was young